jeudi, juillet 16, 2009
Humeur actuelle :
imaginatifThings
out on the left coast are going really well and I am so happy to be out
here.
I'm writing songs to place on other recording artists and vibing with some really talented producers.
My mom is probably more anxious than I am to get the truth about what's going on with my "record company" (yes i put it in quotations lol) out there, but I still feel that I should be a bit vague about it.
(My mom is awesome and I love her to death, btw!) She is just tired of people coming up to her asking "if I'm still doing music" or why I haven't "put anything out in so long.
" She gets upset (probably as much as I do) knowing that circumstances are holding me back from doing what I love to do.
She just wants people to know the truth, but unfortunately its not always that simple.
I will say, though, that the company that I signed with years ago STILL does not have distribution- and I am not trying to just pass the blame around- but it legitimately is not my fault.
There are things that are totally, 100% outside of my control.
I truly can't wait to be more candid with you. Its not as simple as just "going to another label" or "releasing a single yourself".
Oh, if only it were..... uuugh. But contracts and legal obligations are CRAAYYYZZZZYYYYYYY!
I'm writing songs to place on other recording artists and vibing with some really talented producers.
My mom is probably more anxious than I am to get the truth about what's going on with my "record company" (yes i put it in quotations lol) out there, but I still feel that I should be a bit vague about it.
(My mom is awesome and I love her to death, btw!) She is just tired of people coming up to her asking "if I'm still doing music" or why I haven't "put anything out in so long.
" She gets upset (probably as much as I do) knowing that circumstances are holding me back from doing what I love to do.
She just wants people to know the truth, but unfortunately its not always that simple.
I will say, though, that the company that I signed with years ago STILL does not have distribution- and I am not trying to just pass the blame around- but it legitimately is not my fault.
There are things that are totally, 100% outside of my control.
I truly can't wait to be more candid with you. Its not as simple as just "going to another label" or "releasing a single yourself".
Oh, if only it were..... uuugh. But contracts and legal obligations are CRAAYYYZZZZYYYYYYY!
Anyways
enough about that, like I said, Im sooooo happy to be out here working
and exploring myself even more as a songwriter and a creator, whether
the songs be written for myself or other artists :) Truly! Last night I
really had a creative breakthrough and allowed myself to truly channel
my feelings and emotions, whether they be good, bad, happy, or sad,
onto paper and into song.
I believe that when things are meant to happen, they will, and its inevitable that things will fall into place as they should.
In the meantime, I get to hone in on other parts of myself, which in the end, will contribute to me as an artist all around.
I believe that when things are meant to happen, they will, and its inevitable that things will fall into place as they should.
In the meantime, I get to hone in on other parts of myself, which in the end, will contribute to me as an artist all around.
While
I'm out here I go to a church called Angelus Temple "Dreamcenter" and I
really love it!
If you live in southern Cali and you're looking for a good church you should definitely check it out.
They do so much work in the community and really stand for something wonderful.
If you live in southern Cali and you're looking for a good church you should definitely check it out.
They do so much work in the community and really stand for something wonderful.
Anyways, have a wonderful day and know that "your drive exceeds circumstance."( A line from All I Want Is Everything)
xoxo
-J
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